Bless this post.
I should be sleeping…
I’m laying in the darkness on my bed and just thinking. I love being up late at night with no one around. Gives me time to think and just relax :)
There are so many thoughts just running in my head. I really enjoy this though, cuz it makes me happy thinking about the future, although I’m uncertain about it. Currently I have been thinking about my future 5-10 years from now, where will I be? what will I be doing? I hope that in 5-10 years I will be happily married and with my own family. One thing that most people would be surprised to hear is that I really enjoy kids, babies especially. Ever since I was young, I grew up taking care of my siblings and I loved being around kids. I would enjoy holding my new baby cousins and recently my cousin’s new baby boy. Babies are the best thing in the world. I feel so at ease with a baby and as my cousin would say, I have a natural maternal instinct. I can’t wait to have kids, of course that won’t be for a couple more years, lol. I hope that I will have a job that I love. I would love to work in a school and be around kids all day. My dream would be to stay in my hometown and go back to my old high school to either teach or do administrative work. I have come to the conclusion that I want to work at a school (even though I hate school), because of the few but awesome teachers/counselors/principles/etc. that I have had in my life. To name a few of the amazing people that have made me want to get into teaching/counseling, my senior year english teacher (Cartwright), senior year counselor (McCann now Magruder) and last but not least a counselor I never had, but one that I can tell anything and everything to (Musel). I was able to talk to them about anything, hang out with them whenever and I would consider them more as a friend than anything. Each one of the people I have just named have helped me in life in some way and made me want to become a teacher/counselor/etc. The passion that teachers/counselors/etc. have is just so admiring and I hope to be like the few that have inspired me to follow into their footsteps. I hope that I will still be as close to my family or even closer than now. Family is a very important part of my life. I grew up in a big family and I have lots of cousins. We are very close and I hope that we will all stay close and our kids can all be close as well. I hope that my family will all stay in San Diego and we can continue our family traditions and build new ones. I hope that I will stay friends with all the people I have met prior. I hope I can also patch things up with people that I have had differences with. I have met many people in my life and I hope to meet many more. I hope that I will be able to be friends with everyone, as life is too short to be holding grudges. To my close friends, I hope that we will always keep in touch and I hope that our children can be friends with each other! I hope that I can change the world for the better. I have not always been the best person in the world and I have definitely had my share of sins, but I am hoping to be a better person. I want to be a better person and change the world we live in. These are just some of the many thoughts that are running through my head at 4am.
Throughout the day yesterday I have been thinking about all sorts of things. I feel like a new person. I want to be a better person. I want to do something that matters in the world. I want to inspire people. I want to do something new, something different, something to change the world.
One Tree Hill
Today marks the end of One Tree Hill forever.
I can’t believe that the show has finally come to an end. While a lot of people bash the show for going down hill since so and so season, I believe that there is a reason that the show has gone on for this long. This show has been around for 9 wonderful years and we have been able to see each character grow throughout the 9 seasons.
The characters on this show have gone through so much. We have seen Haley the good girl’s wild side, we have seen Nathan turn from the bad boy to an amazing father, we have seen Lucas fall in and out of relationships, we have seen Peyton go through extremely emotional parts of life and we have seen Brooke turn from the party girl into the sensitive and loving girl. We all can relate to at least one of the characters in one way or another.
There is only one tree hill and it’s your home. One Tree Hill, thank you for being a part of my life. Thank you, Mark Schwahn for creating One Tree Hill.
Time to rewatch it all over again from the beginning <3
